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October 31st, 2007
09:11 pm

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Baby!
The baby was born today and he is quite spectacular. He was born at 12:09 pm, weighs 8lbs and is 20 inches long. For all who don't know, his name is Vallon.

He had some trouble breathing, so he was taken to the special care nursery. He's going to be ok, he just has some fluid in his lungs and a possible infection. He's hooked up to all kinds of stuff right now, but he seems totally cool with it. He's going to be in the hospital from 3-10 days depending on if he has an infection and how fast he recovers.

Any of you who want to visit, we are at gauthier memorial in room 1101.

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September 7th, 2006
01:50 pm

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im an uncle
so i am an uncle now. my sister had her baby last tuesday. it was so exciting, i cant really expain. i usually am not too fond of most children, but i love him. hes a great baby, he rarely cries and just kind of hangs out most of the time. hes so lazy though, its funny. actually right after he was born, they put him on the delivery table and he fell asleep. my sister used mine and corey's (her fiance) middle names for his name, so he is derek blake spikes. anyway, im done blabbing. here are some pics.

baby photos )

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August 29th, 2006
10:08 am

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uncle-ness
my sister is having her baby at noon today. she went in labor early this morning. so ill be an uncle in 2 hours! im leaving baton rouge shortly to head for lake charles...again. i just got back yesterday, haha.

Current Mood: excitedexcited

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May 22nd, 2006
02:25 pm

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i have really grown to detest livejournal, because it has come to feel like a task more than anything. if you were wondering why i havent been on here much lately, thats why. shit is crazy right now too, i barely have time to do anything, especially during the week. i work and go to school, so there is most of my time right now there.

i cant wait to get out of this fucking apartment. everyday its a struggle for me not to grab the nearest blunt object and put zack in the hospital. ive come so close to that point lately. i get to move soon though, thank God. we are actually going to look at a place today and it seems pretty promising, since our last one fell through. today its honestly come to the point where i find him completely pathetic though and ive just been laughing at him. he spends so much fucking time and energy trying to piss me off, its sad. hes been in his room, yawning loudly, blaring his music, whistling and humming, just trying to piss me off and ive just been laughing the whole time because its so sad thats hes come to that point. that is that kind of thing that prevent me from bashing his skull in, because i refuse to be as pathetic, low, and childish as he is. also the legal repercussions kind of prevent me from that too. any ive vented enough on that waste of existence for long enough.

i dont know if i like my job yet. i really love my mananger matt, hes badass. other than that, i dont know if i like it yet. plus im not making great money yet being as we just opened about a month ago. im applying at fedex just for the hell of it, i probably wont get it, but $14 an hour is good pay if i do.

jessica and i are probably moving back to lake charles toward the end of the year if i can transfer to a school there after i finish my first part of courses here. im so ready to get out of this city, its miserable here. plus more and more, i find it hard to be away from my family and now it seems like all my friends are there. speaking of such my friend cole comes back for good next tuesday.

theres alot id like to write about at the moment but i havent the time, i have to pick jessica up from work and im bored with typing. everyone should download cradle of filth's cover of halloween II by the misfits, its so fucking great. all there covers are great. download them all. especially halloween II and death comes ripping (another misfits cover). also get hallowed be thy name (maiden cover). do it.

Current Location: the fires of hell, you asshole
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Cradle of Filth - Halloween pt. II (download it now)

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April 3rd, 2006
01:12 pm

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im so tired right now, but i actually feel like updating and i have stuff i need to get out. im in a very strange mood right now. im thinking too much as i often do and it rarely leads to go things. im starting to think that ill never let myself be happy with anything in my life. the only thing im ever happy with is jessica and im lucky to have her in my life. everything thing else i just pick apart and find something wrong with it. i ruin everything for myself and refuse to enjoy things. i do this so much and i try not to, but its so hard. i dont think ill ever stay at a job, because i find some reason to quit every single one. no matter where i live, im never happy with it. i hate lake charles when i was there and now i live here and i hate it here and i wish i could live in lake charles. i guess im always subconsciously expecting disappointment and for failure for myself, so this is my way of protecting myself. i guess sometimes i just need to let my guard down and try to make the best of stuff. i dont know, im just rambling now. i guess i should make a list of good things lately.

-jessica
-moving out soon
-good paychecks
-new elder scrolls game is fun as hell
-im about to take a nap
-im writing a black metal song
-i get to see my family on easter
-candy
-reading alot for the first time in my life
-im done

Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: silence

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March 9th, 2006
12:25 pm

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went to lake charles this past weekend. it was pretty fun. jessica and i went to my cousin's wedding on saturday, which my parents were catering. my mom gave me money to buy some alcohol and sneak it in haha. there was a bar at the reception and we didnt want to have to pay for crappy drinks. we went out with everybody that night and my dad was so wasted it was hilarious. ive never seen him like that. he had at least 12 beers at the reception, then a big mixed drink at our house, then shots at darrel's plus another mixed drink. we went to yesterday's after that and he was so damn funny.

i hate baton rouge. i hate the traffic, the hot weather, but i love the restaurants here. my job is already pissing me off, mostly because im barely working. i dont know why they hired me if they cant put me working during the week. im going to talk to them tomorrow when i go in for the first time since last tuesday. im finally going to get my haircut today, its almost as long as it used to be, but its seriously pissing me off. im really boring.

oh well, pictures!
pics )

Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Paradise Lost - Don't Belong

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February 7th, 2006
10:57 pm

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im back. i started school at the baton rouge school of computers last week (Finally). its ridiculously easy so far, probably because of my 3 years as lsu and part of those being a physics major. i go from 6-10 pm mon-thurs. i just applied at the cheesecake bistro and it looks like i may be getting the job. the lady that interviewed me earlier today really liked me and said i would be a great asset to the place, but unfortunately i cant start out as a server because i dont have enough "high volume sales" experience. ill start out as a busser and work my way up, which is cool with me beause ill still get tipshare.

i hate my roommate and im about to beat the shit out of him. hes an immature, passive agressive, asshole. i cant find the right time to talk with him about all the shit he hasnt been doing, like everything. everytime hes here im too afraid ill just go off on him and itll end up in a fight. i cant wait to move out, plus ill be moving in with jessica, melissa and anthony. yay!

i made a candle out of a bombay sapphire bottle and its cool. although it smokes alot.

im trying to diet and excercise because im a big fatass as of late. none of my clothes fit anymore. i sound like a girl. damn it.

i also finished a book for the first time since i dont know when. probably middle school. and as sad as that sounds its true. im done. i feel a bloodlust coming on. need to kill.

Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: cradle of filth - lord abortion

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January 6th, 2006
11:39 am

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kidz bop is so roxor
all the holidays are over now and its the lame part of the year with weak ass holidays like st patricks day, martin luther king day, presidents day, and april fools day. anyway the christmas was pretty nice this year. my parents went a little crazy with the presents this year. they bought pretty much everyone we know something and they got us alot of shit. first off my mom got my dad the harley davidson edition ford f-150 that he's been drooling over for years now. personally, i hate trucks, and i love that truck. its so nice. well she had planned on giving it to him on the night of their christmas party, so we went and picked it up and kept it at my sister's friend's house for a night. unfortunately someone was apparently pissed at his little brother and came that night and beat the hell out of his truck and keyed my dad's brand new truck, well it was more like they keyed the fuck out of it. my mom was so upset. they tried to get it fixed before christmas, but it didnt happen, so they just gave it to him anyway and he's obsessed with it.

so anyway i got alot of cool stuff including a kickass lcd tv and the new aqua teen hunger force from jessica. im apparently and alcoholic because i got so much alcohol related gifts this christmas. i got 2 guiness shirts, martini glasses, wine glasses, and a wine opener from my family. i got some bombay sapphire from jessica and shot glasses from melissa and anthony, so my bar is kickass now. i finally got some new ram for my computer and a dvd burner and luckily i located a wonderful copy of dvd x copy.

new years was weird. no one knew what anyone was doing, so we decided to have something at my house, but so did my friend kenny at the same time. we talked about it and everyone was going to come to my house because im out of the city limits, so we could pop fireworks. then kenny decided that he didnt want to leave and was being a baby and it was a really annoying situation. needless to say we (jessica, me, cole, and josh) ended up there and i proceeded to get really drunk to the point where i kept putting gay porn as the background to kenny's computer and i didnt even realize what i was looking at. it was hilarious, i remember i found this one pic that i just couldnt decipher, due to being so drunk, and i strethed it was his background and i just fell over laughing with my friend brian. apparently it was 2 guys touching their penises together, haha. we went back to my house later and kelly joined us. i played pool with josh and got my ass whipped. anyway that pretty much sums up the holidays.

as for now, im about to enroll in the baton rouge school of computers, i quit cane's and am looking for a new job. im readdicted to k.o.t.o.r. II and if youre wondering where ive been, its partly because i havent had internet at my apparentment for the last 3 days. anyway here are some pics.

pictures from the holidays )

Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: HIM - Nightside of Eden

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November 29th, 2005
04:08 am

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ive kind of been absent from livejournal for the past week or so, so if i havent commented or anything on your posts i apologize, its nothing personal. i just havent felt like mustering up the dedication to type anything on here. i feel as though i should update after such a great week/weekend.

jessica and i went to lake charles on wednesday for thanksgiving. we went out to dakota's that night and i saw so many people from high school i hadnt seen in so long. kenny and cole kept fighting over buying us drinks, so we got free drinks all night. we had a alot of fun that night and we got to meet kelly, who is a good "friend" of cole's, haha. jessica and her got along really well. only bad thing was jessica got sick later. we ate a hell of alot on thanksgiving. we mostly hung out with cole while we were there. saturday night was sooo great. we went out with my parents and a bunch of people that work for them. everyone had so much fun. one of the strangest things was there was alot of boob groping going on, but it was all the girls who were doing it. jessica ended up kissing 2 girls, 1 of which was kelly and i have a video of it, muhaha. it was quite hot though. we all were really drunk by the end of then night and i had some damn good drinks. no one got sick either. i have a few pics from the whole trip.

pics )

i have a question, why is everyone always bashing NIN's album the fragile? its my favorite one hands down. i love it so much and its a great in a everyway and im so tired of people hating on it. its like his grand masterpiece. trent reznor is a hero to me and i really appreciate what he does so it really bothers me to see people just tear it apart. maybe its because there are alot of instrumental and kinda experimental type songs on it, but thats part of what makes it so great. im just tired of everyone always comparing every album to the downward spiral, because that actually my least favorite album. not that i dont love it, because i do, but i think all his others are way better. oh well im done with this rant and i need to go to bed. and my keyboard is sticking because i spilled dr pepper on it earlier.

Current Mood: mellowmellow
Current Music: NIN - Last

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November 19th, 2005
08:18 am

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Its 8 in the morning and im yet to go to sleep, so i figure its a damn good time for me to update. this way ill be completely delerious and incomprehensible during the majority of it. work has been decent, im no longer getting scheduled shifts that im not supposed to work after not attend the last 2. for some reason everynight i work i usually spend 4 out of the 6 or so hours making toast. i will become a grandmaser toast maker. for some reason zack is awake right now too? that infuriates me. is it wrong for me to think of aqua teen as one of the greatest things ever created by the hands of man?

i have still not found my kitty and i dont think im going to. that upsets me greatly, i love my kitty. he was big, black, and fat. i have to make some efforts to stay in touch with people, i feel like im losing touch with the few friends i have. i love patrick on spongebob, i bring this up because i am watching it right now. i also got to watch the fairly odd parents earlier, which was great. i have 2 rolls of film i need to get developed. one of them is from when i went to new orleans in may. i want to start a foreigner cover band. i think im going to stop here as im bouncing from subject to subject with no transition what so ever. ok goodnight/morning to you all.

oh yeah, jesse mccartney is gay.

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Current Music: spongebob

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