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09:11 pm
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Baby!
The baby was born today and he is quite spectacular. He was born at 12:09 pm, weighs 8lbs and is 20 inches long. For all who don't know, his name is Vallon.
He had some trouble breathing, so he was taken to the special care nursery. He's going to be ok, he just has some fluid in his lungs and a possible infection. He's hooked up to all kinds of stuff right now, but he seems totally cool with it. He's going to be in the hospital from 3-10 days depending on if he has an infection and how fast he recovers.
Any of you who want to visit, we are at gauthier memorial in room 1101.
Current Mood:  ecstatic
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01:50 pm
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im an uncle
so i am an uncle now. my sister had her baby last tuesday. it was so exciting, i cant really expain. i usually am not too fond of most children, but i love him. hes a great baby, he rarely cries and just kind of hangs out most of the time. hes so lazy though, its funny. actually right after he was born, they put him on the delivery table and he fell asleep. my sister used mine and corey's (her fiance) middle names for his name, so he is derek blake spikes. anyway, im done blabbing. here are some pics.
( baby photos )
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10:08 am
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uncle-ness
my sister is having her baby at noon today. she went in labor early this morning. so ill be an uncle in 2 hours! im leaving baton rouge shortly to head for lake charles...again. i just got back yesterday, haha.
Current Mood: excited
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02:25 pm
[Link] | i have really grown to detest livejournal, because it has come to feel like a task more than anything. if you were wondering why i havent been on here much lately, thats why. shit is crazy right now too, i barely have time to do anything, especially during the week. i work and go to school, so there is most of my time right now there.
i cant wait to get out of this fucking apartment. everyday its a struggle for me not to grab the nearest blunt object and put zack in the hospital. ive come so close to that point lately. i get to move soon though, thank God. we are actually going to look at a place today and it seems pretty promising, since our last one fell through. today its honestly come to the point where i find him completely pathetic though and ive just been laughing at him. he spends so much fucking time and energy trying to piss me off, its sad. hes been in his room, yawning loudly, blaring his music, whistling and humming, just trying to piss me off and ive just been laughing the whole time because its so sad thats hes come to that point. that is that kind of thing that prevent me from bashing his skull in, because i refuse to be as pathetic, low, and childish as he is. also the legal repercussions kind of prevent me from that too. any ive vented enough on that waste of existence for long enough.
i dont know if i like my job yet. i really love my mananger matt, hes badass. other than that, i dont know if i like it yet. plus im not making great money yet being as we just opened about a month ago. im applying at fedex just for the hell of it, i probably wont get it, but $14 an hour is good pay if i do.
jessica and i are probably moving back to lake charles toward the end of the year if i can transfer to a school there after i finish my first part of courses here. im so ready to get out of this city, its miserable here. plus more and more, i find it hard to be away from my family and now it seems like all my friends are there. speaking of such my friend cole comes back for good next tuesday.
theres alot id like to write about at the moment but i havent the time, i have to pick jessica up from work and im bored with typing. everyone should download cradle of filth's cover of halloween II by the misfits, its so fucking great. all there covers are great. download them all. especially halloween II and death comes ripping (another misfits cover). also get hallowed be thy name (maiden cover). do it.
Current Location: the fires of hell, you asshole
Current Mood:  calm
Current Music: Cradle of Filth - Halloween pt. II (download it now)
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01:12 pm
[Link] | im so tired right now, but i actually feel like updating and i have stuff i need to get out. im in a very strange mood right now. im thinking too much as i often do and it rarely leads to go things. im starting to think that ill never let myself be happy with anything in my life. the only thing im ever happy with is jessica and im lucky to have her in my life. everything thing else i just pick apart and find something wrong with it. i ruin everything for myself and refuse to enjoy things. i do this so much and i try not to, but its so hard. i dont think ill ever stay at a job, because i find some reason to quit every single one. no matter where i live, im never happy with it. i hate lake charles when i was there and now i live here and i hate it here and i wish i could live in lake charles. i guess im always subconsciously expecting disappointment and for failure for myself, so this is my way of protecting myself. i guess sometimes i just need to let my guard down and try to make the best of stuff. i dont know, im just rambling now. i guess i should make a list of good things lately.
-jessica
-moving out soon
-good paychecks
-new elder scrolls game is fun as hell
-im about to take a nap
-im writing a black metal song
-i get to see my family on easter
-candy
-reading alot for the first time in my life
-im done
Current Mood:  sleepy
Current Music: silence
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12:25 pm
[Link] | went to lake charles this past weekend. it was pretty fun. jessica and i went to my cousin's wedding on saturday, which my parents were catering. my mom gave me money to buy some alcohol and sneak it in haha. there was a bar at the reception and we didnt want to have to pay for crappy drinks. we went out with everybody that night and my dad was so wasted it was hilarious. ive never seen him like that. he had at least 12 beers at the reception, then a big mixed drink at our house, then shots at darrel's plus another mixed drink. we went to yesterday's after that and he was so damn funny.
i hate baton rouge. i hate the traffic, the hot weather, but i love the restaurants here. my job is already pissing me off, mostly because im barely working. i dont know why they hired me if they cant put me working during the week. im going to talk to them tomorrow when i go in for the first time since last tuesday. im finally going to get my haircut today, its almost as long as it used to be, but its seriously pissing me off. im really boring.
oh well, pictures!
( pics )
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Paradise Lost - Don't Belong
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10:57 pm
[Link] | im back. i started school at the baton rouge school of computers last week (Finally). its ridiculously easy so far, probably because of my 3 years as lsu and part of those being a physics major. i go from 6-10 pm mon-thurs. i just applied at the cheesecake bistro and it looks like i may be getting the job. the lady that interviewed me earlier today really liked me and said i would be a great asset to the place, but unfortunately i cant start out as a server because i dont have enough "high volume sales" experience. ill start out as a busser and work my way up, which is cool with me beause ill still get tipshare.
i hate my roommate and im about to beat the shit out of him. hes an immature, passive agressive, asshole. i cant find the right time to talk with him about all the shit he hasnt been doing, like everything. everytime hes here im too afraid ill just go off on him and itll end up in a fight. i cant wait to move out, plus ill be moving in with jessica, melissa and anthony. yay!
i made a candle out of a bombay sapphire bottle and its cool. although it smokes alot.
im trying to diet and excercise because im a big fatass as of late. none of my clothes fit anymore. i sound like a girl. damn it.
i also finished a book for the first time since i dont know when. probably middle school. and as sad as that sounds its true. im done. i feel a bloodlust coming on. need to kill.
Current Mood:  sick
Current Music: cradle of filth - lord abortion
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11:39 am
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kidz bop is so roxor
all the holidays are over now and its the lame part of the year with weak ass holidays like st patricks day, martin luther king day, presidents day, and april fools day. anyway the christmas was pretty nice this year. my parents went a little crazy with the presents this year. they bought pretty much everyone we know something and they got us alot of shit. first off my mom got my dad the harley davidson edition ford f-150 that he's been drooling over for years now. personally, i hate trucks, and i love that truck. its so nice. well she had planned on giving it to him on the night of their christmas party, so we went and picked it up and kept it at my sister's friend's house for a night. unfortunately someone was apparently pissed at his little brother and came that night and beat the hell out of his truck and keyed my dad's brand new truck, well it was more like they keyed the fuck out of it. my mom was so upset. they tried to get it fixed before christmas, but it didnt happen, so they just gave it to him anyway and he's obsessed with it.
so anyway i got alot of cool stuff including a kickass lcd tv and the new aqua teen hunger force from jessica. im apparently and alcoholic because i got so much alcohol related gifts this christmas. i got 2 guiness shirts, martini glasses, wine glasses, and a wine opener from my family. i got some bombay sapphire from jessica and shot glasses from melissa and anthony, so my bar is kickass now. i finally got some new ram for my computer and a dvd burner and luckily i located a wonderful copy of dvd x copy.
new years was weird. no one knew what anyone was doing, so we decided to have something at my house, but so did my friend kenny at the same time. we talked about it and everyone was going to come to my house because im out of the city limits, so we could pop fireworks. then kenny decided that he didnt want to leave and was being a baby and it was a really annoying situation. needless to say we (jessica, me, cole, and josh) ended up there and i proceeded to get really drunk to the point where i kept putting gay porn as the background to kenny's computer and i didnt even realize what i was looking at. it was hilarious, i remember i found this one pic that i just couldnt decipher, due to being so drunk, and i strethed it was his background and i just fell over laughing with my friend brian. apparently it was 2 guys touching their penises together, haha. we went back to my house later and kelly joined us. i played pool with josh and got my ass whipped. anyway that pretty much sums up the holidays.
as for now, im about to enroll in the baton rouge school of computers, i quit cane's and am looking for a new job. im readdicted to k.o.t.o.r. II and if youre wondering where ive been, its partly because i havent had internet at my apparentment for the last 3 days. anyway here are some pics.
( pictures from the holidays )
Current Mood:  awake
Current Music: HIM - Nightside of Eden
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04:08 am
[Link] | ive kind of been absent from livejournal for the past week or so, so if i havent commented or anything on your posts i apologize, its nothing personal. i just havent felt like mustering up the dedication to type anything on here. i feel as though i should update after such a great week/weekend.
jessica and i went to lake charles on wednesday for thanksgiving. we went out to dakota's that night and i saw so many people from high school i hadnt seen in so long. kenny and cole kept fighting over buying us drinks, so we got free drinks all night. we had a alot of fun that night and we got to meet kelly, who is a good "friend" of cole's, haha. jessica and her got along really well. only bad thing was jessica got sick later. we ate a hell of alot on thanksgiving. we mostly hung out with cole while we were there. saturday night was sooo great. we went out with my parents and a bunch of people that work for them. everyone had so much fun. one of the strangest things was there was alot of boob groping going on, but it was all the girls who were doing it. jessica ended up kissing 2 girls, 1 of which was kelly and i have a video of it, muhaha. it was quite hot though. we all were really drunk by the end of then night and i had some damn good drinks. no one got sick either. i have a few pics from the whole trip.
( pics )
i have a question, why is everyone always bashing NIN's album the fragile? its my favorite one hands down. i love it so much and its a great in a everyway and im so tired of people hating on it. its like his grand masterpiece. trent reznor is a hero to me and i really appreciate what he does so it really bothers me to see people just tear it apart. maybe its because there are alot of instrumental and kinda experimental type songs on it, but thats part of what makes it so great. im just tired of everyone always comparing every album to the downward spiral, because that actually my least favorite album. not that i dont love it, because i do, but i think all his others are way better. oh well im done with this rant and i need to go to bed. and my keyboard is sticking because i spilled dr pepper on it earlier.
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: NIN - Last
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08:18 am
[Link] | Its 8 in the morning and im yet to go to sleep, so i figure its a damn good time for me to update. this way ill be completely delerious and incomprehensible during the majority of it. work has been decent, im no longer getting scheduled shifts that im not supposed to work after not attend the last 2. for some reason everynight i work i usually spend 4 out of the 6 or so hours making toast. i will become a grandmaser toast maker. for some reason zack is awake right now too? that infuriates me. is it wrong for me to think of aqua teen as one of the greatest things ever created by the hands of man?
i have still not found my kitty and i dont think im going to. that upsets me greatly, i love my kitty. he was big, black, and fat. i have to make some efforts to stay in touch with people, i feel like im losing touch with the few friends i have. i love patrick on spongebob, i bring this up because i am watching it right now. i also got to watch the fairly odd parents earlier, which was great. i have 2 rolls of film i need to get developed. one of them is from when i went to new orleans in may. i want to start a foreigner cover band. i think im going to stop here as im bouncing from subject to subject with no transition what so ever. ok goodnight/morning to you all.
oh yeah, jesse mccartney is gay.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: spongebob
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02:22 am
[Link] | yeah thats right, im updating and there's nothing you can do about it. i started my job at cane's almost 2 weeks ago, on the 26th. its ok so far, not the greatest pay, but its not a bad job. i get to work with some nice people and its a fairly simple job. i may end up trying to get a job at comp usa with zack since the pay is obscene, but i dont know if i want to start another job.
sad news though, i lost my kitty. he escaped on halloween and i havent seen him since and im very upset. its very odd that he hasnt come back because hes gotten out before and just stayed around the front of the appartment. i hope i find him. zack found his cat today, he had been missing for 2 or 3 weeks.
i still dont know what im gonna do about school, it all still up in the air. i may end up trying to get into the baton rouge school of computers. im just not sure what i want to do with my life.
anyway, halloween was pretty fun. well actually the weekend was really fun, halloween night was ok. i went to a party with jessica, cole, and erin that friday and we all ended up getting really wasted, but it was fun as hell. sunday night we pretty much did the same except i decided it would be a good idea to chug a guiness after i had about 6 or so shots of jager. i was pretty damn sick after that. i love my jessica :). we had alot of fun. anyway im tired of typing so im done.
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: HIM - Dark Secret Love
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03:04 am
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gigglyaronasonafonicus
crazy shit. im exhausted, i hate my job. i have an interview at cane's on corporate friday morning, though im going to continue looking for jobs. i would just like to find a job where i can at least survive on the money i make and the managers are decent. big chris came back to bennigan's saturday night and it was horrible. i cant stand him, hes the worst manager ever. hes a complete ass and cant run the kitchen worth shit. hes worse than doug on the line, which is bad, but i love dougy. i had a panic attack while i was working saturday night andi had to leave early, thats how bad this job is now, i was so stressed out i just couldnt handle it, plus money has been stressing me. ive never had a panic attack before, i never get really stressed or panic, but i dont know what came over me. i cant wait to quit that job, unfortunately i cant just walk out on them because i need the reference. i hate worrying about money and i hate how when im low on money banks just continuously rape me of the little money i have. i have to go to bank one tomorrow to fight with them aobut such things.
my bestest friend, cole, is finally out of the marines and i picked him up from the airport and he came back here to visit me this weekend. its great getting to hang out with him again. plus erin finally got to meet jessica and we hung out for a while. i got to meet jessica's friends the courtneys too. im glad i have my jessica :), i dont know what i'd do without her. she's everything to me. well im hungry so im going eat some stew then going to bed.
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: HIM - And Love Said No
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01:41 am
[Link] | ok its been a while and i really dont care because im lazy as hell and i generally dont feel like typing on here. lets start from last weekend.
i went to lake charles for my dad's birthday and jessica came with me. we had fun and my family liked her, especially my sister. for some odd reason my dad bought this arcade basketball game. its fun as hell though and i got thoroughly schooled by everyone in it.
hurricanes suck ass and im seriously sick of them and hearing about them.
i went into work monday and found out i was scheduled 6 days this week, so i didnt go in again for the rest of the week. eat that bennigan's! im supposed to be getting a job with erin at caine's soon (i hope). i had to call today and make up some excuses and shit as to why i wasnt at work all week. im going back in tomorrow to pick up a shift and for the rest of the week. i seriously needed a break, i was about to have a mental breakdown everyday there. im just not cut out to wait tables.
jessica stayed with me pretty much all week and it was great. i love being around her and she is pretty much the only person that can tolerate me that long :D. i have some fun pics from this weekend and from earlier in the week.
( pictures! )
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: HIM - Greatest Love Songs, Vol 666
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04:34 am
[Link] | my life has been crazy as of late. its weird, i feel like ive finally found what ive been looking for all my life. i finally have someone that is everything i could have ever wanted plus more. im so happy, its weird, im not used to being happy and having someone i care about so much and them care for me just as much. i thought i had felt all this before but now i know i never have until now, it almost doesnt feel real. its the greatest thing in the world. this is the one time in my life i feel like im where im supposed to be, doing what i should be, everything just feels so right. im in love and its fantastic. sorry to bore you all with this sappy stuff, but i cant help the way i feel.
i really hate my job right now and so does everyone else that works there. even brandon h., who had been working there like 3 years, was talking about how he wants another job the other day. i couldnt believe that, you know its bad when you hear that from him. im more and more contemplating going to work at cane's with erin, but im not sure yet. i threatened to walk out thursday night because they wouldnt let me leave and i was done with everything. i find now that i dont give a shit about my job because i hate it, therefore im becoming really lazy and not very dependable anymore and i dont like that. i also im taking this semester off of school, for alot of reasons. i really dont feel like explaining them, but basically i will be making progress, and im really burnt out, which i may have talked about this in my last entry? erin came to visit work tonight and i havent seen her in forever so it was cool.
im tired of all the 24 hours food places not being open 24 hours. i drove around with zack for like and hour earlier trying to find somewhere to eat. we had to end up going to waffle house because everything was closed including fucking wal-mart. bitches. im probably getting a tattoo soon. i still havent made up my mind on what im getting but i have a few ideas. anyway im out, its time for bed.
Current Mood:  loved
Current Music: Deftones - Minerva
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03:26 pm
[Link] | woo! fairly odd parents marathon on nickelodeon! anyway...
this weekend kicked so much ass. i spent saturday through monday when i had to go to work with jessica. shes such an amazing girl and i cant believe i have someone so great. i picked her up monday night after i got off work and we came to my place and ended up getting blocked in the parking lot (just as i planned, muhahaha). we also ended up both being late for work on tuesday because the traffic was hellacious and we were stuck in it for about 2 hours.
i may end up sitting out of college this semester as i will be accomplishing nothing if i stay in and i'd prefer not to waste my parents money. i dunno, i have to talk to them in a bit about it and im kinda nervous, im scared they will be really pissed at me. im really burnt out too, im just tired of being in school. my job is killing me too, i just cant handle waiting tables anymore. its too taxing mentally. i need a new job...again. im hungry so im gonna end this.
Current Mood: enthralled
Current Music: the fairly odd parents
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04:19 am
[Link] | this city is insane right now and i hate it. our population has now doubled and the overcrowding isnt even funny. plus everyone is in a stupid panic about everything so shit is sold out everywhere, especially gas. everyone is acting as though we are going to run out of gas tomorrow. i swear i predicted this, jokingly, but i did. i said what if this storm hits and turns the world into a mad max scenario and now look at it. gas is becoming a very precious commodity. i so should be a profit, haha. is it just me or have alot of historical tragedies happened within our lifetime already? i cant wait until everything is back to normal, but unfortunately for everyone that probably wont be for a good year or so. oh well. i got to talk to jessica tonight and i get to see her saturday and that makes me feel alot better :D. anyway im out.
Current Mood:  quixotic
Current Music: Foreigner - Juke Box Hero
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08:31 pm
[Link] | well last night was one of the best nights ever. i got to spend it with jessica. we watched prozac nation with her friend melissa, and her brother and it was a good movie. i enjoyed every moment of the night, it was the best. i went to matt's later on bc zack and some other people were there. we hung out and relaxed, it was a great way end a great night. anyway we are going to matt's in a bit and we are gonna play in the rain and totally fight the hurricane when it comes. we'll give it a black eye. ok well im out, everyone try and survive!
Current Mood: ecstatic
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01:24 am
[Link] | work sucked ass tonight. i was so close to just walking out. so many things went wrong, it was ridiculous. as soon as i got there i dropped a giant tray on my toe, i was trying to cut a hole in a lid on a cup with a serrated knife and when i did, it also sliced my thumb open. right after i got i bandaged up i was bringing some drinks to a table of 5 and just spilled one all over the table. im not gonna go through everything else that happened, but pat was being a fucking asshole all night and being a shitty worker as usual. everytime i work with pat, i want to quit about an hour or 2 into the shift. anyway enough bitching, im ok now.
i saw the 40 year old virgin last night and it was one of the funniest movies ive seen in a long time. i cant remember the last time i laughed like that in a movie. i highly recommend it.
so im out for tonight, for i have school tomorrow. so goodnight to you all.
Current Music: HIM - The Heartless
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07:33 pm
[Link] | I'm really down right now for some reason. I just made it back from lake charles a bit ago and it was a nice trip, so i dont know whats wrong with me. i think part of it is i was listening to right where it belongs by NIN and that song always makes me think to much, plus i had a 2 hour drive in which all i had to do was think. i just think way too much in general and alot of times i depress myself by doing so. i could really use a hug right now. i hate how i get like this and i dont like talking about it because i feel like a pity whore. i have too much on my mind lately and too many burdens and it scares me. i dont know, i guess im done with this now.
Current Mood:  gloomy
Current Music: silence
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02:21 am
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utilize your phillips-head death driver
I had a fun weekend. it was a good way to end the summer vacation, even though its technically not over, but whatever.
friday:
prepared for matt's big party saturday night. we picked up ALOT of alcohol for the party and found out that churchill's is the cheapest and best place to buy liquor. although that doesnt sound like much, it was really fun because it was me, my roomie zack, matt and his roommate steven all crammed into a 2 door honda civic. it was quite enjoyable. then we had a make a mandatory stop at walmart to pick up lemons/limes etc.
saturday:
i was busy as hell for the first half of the day. worked, then had to go to petsmart, then walmart to finish the liquor run, then came back and dropped off liquor at matt's, and cleaned up the place. then jessica came over with her friend melissa and i had alot of fun. we drove around trying to find a daquiri place because i couldnt remember where one was. we then gave up and bought daquiri stuff at walmart. i made daquiris and spilled them all over my appartment. watched spinal tap which i hadnt seen in forever and went to get coffee. i had a blast and jessica is teh awesomeness :D. i went to matt's about 11 and it was really crowded which wasnt fun, but soon after i got there, they sent me on an alcohol run. when i got back there were substantially less people and it was much more fun. matt gave me a drink and failed to tell me that it contained 5 shots in it. then i ran into rachel (a friend from myspace and lj) which was crazy. i had a beer before i was told my drink had so much in it, so by then i was feeling pretty nice. to sum up the rest of the night, my friend erick was puking in the bathroom for a good hour, matt's neighbors were angry and broke their own window, we left and erick and his roomie crashed here. all in all a pretty fun night.
today i just slept and chilled here. it was nice and i needed it. and now things i must address specifically to people: jessica, hope your first day of work goes ok tomorrow. stephanie, i want to see a picture of trent because i havent seen any with his new hair. alysia, ill be in lake charles tues and wed so we need to hang out before you have to go back to school. ok im out and i hope you all have a nice day.
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: [adult swim]
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